What are the facts? The fact is that whether you admit it or not, it is always there and will not change. So when Shen Xing’s body was pushed out covered with white cloth, I had a trance feeling, feeling that I was in a dream. After waking up from the dream, Shen Xing He is still there, just like when he was with us, flipping through the book.
I am sad, after all, I regard Shen Xing as a friend, and friends cannot be defined by time.
Just like I thought Brother Sheng was a friend, but we didn't actually spend much time together. He just came into my heart as a friend when I was still a young and somewhat lonely age.
So, how can I not feel sad when I look at this scene? You know, after a person matures, it is not easy to make a new friend, but this friend is gone so quickly...
The nurse asked me if I was a family member of the deceased, and I couldn't react. It wasn't until the nurse repeatedly asked me to notify the family members, that I thought I couldn't mess up. Shen Xing still had funeral matters to deal with, so I had to hold on.
Brother Chengxin, it’s no longer possible for him to sit on the chair supported by me at this moment, and he is in a semi-dark state.
Love is always more intense than other emotions, and losing the one you love is always more painful.
I dialed Master Liu's number. Maybe it was because Master Liu was slow, but the phone rang for a long time before he was connected. Over there, someone wanted to push Shen Xing to the morgue. Brother Chengxin stood up to stop him. He opened the Bai Danzi, looking at Shen Xing's face, tears finally flowed out.
I didn't stop Brother Chengxin from this seemingly crazy behavior, because emotions always need to be vented.
After the call was connected, I walked aside and whispered to Master Liu: "Master Liu, something happened to Shen Xing. Now we need to notify her family." I couldn't bear to say the word "death". Time to connect with my friends.
Although I have to accept this fact!
But Master Liu was much calmer than I thought. His voice came from the microphone, very calm, and he said: "I know, she is dead."
This is an affirmative sentence, not even a question!
My heart suddenly became filled with surprise and doubt. Did Master Liu already know that Shen Xing would die? Thinking like this, my tone couldn't help but become irritable. If he knew that Shen Xing would die, why didn't he stop it? I knew my tone was very rude, so I yelled in a low voice: "How did you know? If you knew, why didn't you stop it? You owe your life!"
Master Liu was not angry, he was still calm, but there was a bit of sadness in his tone. He said: "A person like me never does anything to suffer losses. Will I owe Shen Xing a life? This girl... This girl is very good. Yes, just for this reason, I wouldn’t let her die. It’s just that she is too smart and she hid it from everyone.”
"Then how did you know?" My tone was a little calmer.
"Because she's back, there are still things she cares about here that she can't let go of for the rest of her life." Master Liu's tone was calm, and he continued: "After settling the hospital affairs, come back to see her. She has no relatives."
After saying that, Master Liu hung up the phone. I stared at the phone in a daze. I couldn't tell what I was feeling. Shen Xing died and Shen Xing went back. As a Taoist priest, I shouldn't be surprised and should be calm, but I just feel strange. .
Because the dead cannot disturb the peace, let alone call for souls, unless they are unwilling to leave. Is Shen Xing unwilling to leave
My mind is a little confused, but there are still a lot of things waiting for me to deal with! The most urgent task is that I must tell Brother Chengxin the news... .
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It is a very miserable thing to have no relatives. Two days later, when Brother Chengxin and I finished handling Shen Xing's funeral affairs, it was drizzling.
The people who came to say goodbye were some of Shen Xing's friends whom we had managed to contact. They seemed a little deserted in front of this miserable tombstone.
But Shen Xing is also lucky. At least I can feel that everyone who comes to say goodbye to her is truly sad.
On the way down the mountain, I asked Brother Chengxin: "Is the police station done?"
Because Shen Xing died abnormally and no relatives came, such a situation would naturally arouse suspicion. A kind-hearted doctor called the police. As the last person to get along with Shen Xing, Brother Chengxin, you will naturally be taken for questioning. talk.
Brother Chengxin whispered to me: "Qinhuai came forward to find some people, and it was settled quickly. The aftermath has been settled, and Shen Xing should meet with me."
"Yeah." I nodded and whispered.
This is the weird part. We have just finished the funeral arrangements for Shen Xing, but in the blink of an eye we have to meet her again. It feels very strange to think about it...
In fact, that night, Brother Chengxin rushed to Master Liu very excitedly and wanted to see Shen Xing. He wanted to ask Shen Xing personally why he chose death? Or commit suicide! He wanted to ask Shen Xing if he liked him
I don't agree with Brother Chengxin asking Shen Xing if he likes me. She has already gone and it may not be a good thing if he finds out.
But Brother Chengxin went anyway, but the answer he got was that after Shen Xing's funeral arrangements were completed, Shen Xing would naturally meet him.
This sentence is the motivation that has supported Brother Chengxin until now.
Looking at the drizzle in the sky, I am actually very worried about Brother Chengxin's condition. After all, he is a medical practitioner, so he has less worries about coming into contact with dead souls. He does not have the consciousness to completely distinguish between human beings and dead souls. It is impossible not to connect this life and death together, and understand that the distance between yin and yang is the farthest distance!
I'm afraid that he regards Shen Xing's deceased soul as Shen Xing's life. This is extremely irrational and is not good for him or Shen Xing!
At the foot of the mountain, Qinhuai was leaning on the car waiting for me and Brother Chengxin. The reason why he did not go up to worship in person was because he felt that he was not familiar with Shen Xing. I don’t want to be hypocritical, this reason is quite strong.
When he saw Brother Chengxin and I coming down, Qinhuai took us away and went straight to Master Liu's house.
In the car, I told Qinhuai to go back to Beijing first. He was exhausted after following us around for the past two days. Qinhuai nodded and agreed, but still said something uneasy, asking me to stay with Chengxin more. elder brother.
After sending us to Master Liu's house, Qinhuai left. Still in Master Liu's dark cabin, Brother Chengxin almost anxiously urged Master Liu that he wanted to see Shen Xing.
But Master Liu ignored Brother Chengxin and said to me: "Who are you going to find to save Shen Xing? She committed suicide. I see her soul is full of injustice!"
Yes, all Taoist priests have this ability. They can tell whether a spirit is riddled with injustice. The more evil the soul has committed, the heavier the black resentment will surround it. What's more, the resentment will form a chain. Locking the dead soul so that it cannot be reincarnated and can only spend its lifetime in this world until the soul is gone is the most cruel torture.
But there is a difference between black resentment and red anger. Only the spirit with red blood will be full of aggression! Therefore, it does not mean that the spirit body riddled with black resentment is a fierce ghost.
The question raised by Master Liu is indeed a very troublesome problem. If someone commits suicide and dies, no eminent monk can resolve his grievances. With grievances, even if he enters reincarnation, he will still suffer a lot in the next life, just like you owe him something in this life. How many people you have contributed to will owe you in the next life.
Facing Master Liu's question, I said, "Don't worry, I have already informed people. Shen Xing will complete her salvation before the first seven days."
And next to me, Brother Chengxin asked me with some confusion: "Chengyi, save! Does that mean Shen Xing won't stay in this world for a few more days?"
I looked at Brother Chengxin with some dissatisfaction: "Then what do you mean? Do you want to live with Shen Xing's soul for eternity? Or do you want her to stay with you for eternity? Brother Chengxin, although you are not a Shanzimai, at any rate You are also a member of Lao Li's lineage, don't you still understand the truth? The grudges between the body and death are gone, at least the grudges with her in this life are gone. What will happen in the next life is a matter of the afterlife! What else do you want? "
I am saying this harshly, but this is what I am most worried about. I must remind Brother Chengxin.
Facing my questioning, Brother Chengxin showed no expression, looked at Master Liu and said, "When can I see Shen Xing again?"
Master Liu ignored Brother Chengxin for the second time and just said: "Chengyi, you are right. The grudges after death have been resolved. You can't blame your senior brother. He fell in love with Shen Xing, maybe because they are of the same type." Human right?"
The same kind of people