Xie Xingshen knew that he was dreaming.
In the dream, he was still very small, sitting in a wheelchair.
He didn't have a father, and his father died unexpectedly before he was born. He has a mother, but it's almost the same as having no mother, because his mother is the princess of Zhongzhou, who lives in the palace of Tianyun City and cannot be with him.
But he has a master who treated him very well.
He didn't have many playmates, because he was born with a leg problem and couldn't run or jump, so no one liked to play with him.
He saw himself sitting under a tree in his dream, while others were playing games, and he could only watch.
A little boy about his age stood in front of him and said to him: "Xie Xingchen, I heard that your mother doesn't want you anymore?"
Who is this? It seems to be Yu Kuang? Can't remember, he hasn't recalled the past for a long time.
In the dream, he said: "No, my mother came back to see me."
"Just take a look? She doesn't even live with you."
"She, she is the princess, she wants to live in the palace, she can't stay in the temple."
"Then she can live with you! Why not?"
He couldn't answer.
He likes to play with Senior Brother Wei the most. Brother Wei is a few years older than him, and there is no one who is more powerful than him among his peers in Qizhen Temple. Most importantly, Senior Brother Wei never asked him such questions.
Although there are various unsatisfactory things, his childhood was not bad.
Because the master was very kind to him. He will patiently teach him how to practice, accompany him to practice, and teach him to read.
The book says that things in the world cannot be as expected, so he is already very satisfied.
But later, the master was gone. Because of his leg disease, the master went out to search for medicine, had an accident, and came back seriously injured.
He fell asleep as soon as he fell asleep, his leg disease was cured, but his master was gone.
The princess told him that from now on, he will be Lord Lian Zhenxing.
He was sitting alone in the courtyard of the fifth sect, with a hollow heart and nothing.
He doesn't want to be this Lianzhen Xingjun, he just wants his master to come back.
But no one listened to him. The concubine competed with her uncles and uncles, one side wanted to push him up, the other side didn't want him to sit in that position. Nobody cares what he thinks, it's like he's just a puppet.
He thought, from now on, he really only has one person.
And from then on, he had a title, Young Master Lianzhen.
Some people call him Mr. Lianzhen, others call him Xie Lianzhen, but it doesn't matter what his name is.
He hates those uncles and uncles. In fact, he had read the top-secret file and knew how his father died. If they rescued him in time, he might not have died. He also hated the princess, even if she had to leave and couldn't stay by his side, why didn't she care what he thought at all
He found himself increasingly unable to control his temper. He pretended to be impeccable on the surface, but he was dark and tricky on the inside. Every time he saw those uncles and uncles jumping in anger, he felt a burst of joy in his heart.
The world without the master is really ugly. Those people thought he was young and could be bullied, but they didn't know that he could see through their hearts at a glance. It is so high-sounding, nothing but profit, reputation, nothing can escape these two.
Things in this world are really boring.
It is not difficult to be Lian Zhen Xingjun. He has found new hobbies, for example, watching those uncles and uncles working hard, and he can make them blow their beards and stare with just a few words.
In the second year after he became Lianzhen Xingjun, the princess gave birth to the little prince.
When the news came, it took him a long time to understand what had happened.
Changhui happily reported to him: "Young Master, you are now an older brother!"
He had a smile on his face, but there was no joy in his eyes: "Oh."
"Young master, are you unhappy?" Chang Hui asked him like this.
Although Changhui is not very smart, after following him for a long time, he can finally see his mood.
"No," he said.
Chang Hui was even more stupid then than now, actually asking: "Master, you are clearly unhappy, why are you lying?"
So, Changhui was sent by him to raise Qingqi Beast for three whole months.
why you are not feeling happy? Ah! Should he be happy? What does the little prince born to the princess have to do with him? The little prince has a father and a mother, and lives with the princess, which has nothing to do with him.
Perhaps it was deliberately neglected, but he couldn't remember what Shi Yu looked like in his infancy at all. As long as he can remember, Shi Yu would chase after him and call him big brother.
Shi Yu likes him very much, just like he liked Brother Wei back then.
But he felt that Shi Yu was annoying, why did he have so many problems, and he had to tell him everything. I don't like the soup I drank today, I fell down yesterday, and even if I can't learn the exercises, I have to ask him. Some things are royal family secrets, how can you ask others casually
Shi Yu didn't care about these things, he decided that the eldest brother is very powerful, and he knows everything when asked.
Sometimes he would also think, did Senior Brother Wei also find him annoying at that time
In that case, he was really a guy who was not very cute since he was a child...
But everyone likes Shi Yu. The king of Zhongzhou, who had rarely seen him a few times, was polite to him and would call him Xing'er, but the eyes he looked at him were infinitely far away.
Of course he would not blame the king of Zhongzhou, he is the former son of the princess, and he has no blood relationship with the king of Zhongzhou. It would be nice to tolerate his occasional stay in the palace. How can he be asked to be a perfect stepfather
But King Zhongzhou looked at Shi Yu with joy in his eyes. He thought at that time, maybe if his father was around, he would treat him like this, right? But he has no such chance.
Princess Wang likes Shi Woo too. Perhaps it was because she hadn't been by his side since she was a child, the princess felt guilty towards him and was always cautious. But she is not like this with Shi Yu, he gets muddy all over his body when he plays, he will be spanked, and he will be reprimanded if he can't recite books.
It was a closeness he would never have.
Others also liked Shi Yu, even those maids looked at Shi Yu with joy in their eyes.
How can you not be happy? The little prince is lively and lovely, kind and considerate.
Every time he went to the palace to visit the princess, he would think, is he really unlovable? Yes, even I hate myself. He wears a harmless smiling face all day long, but his heart is dark and sinister, and his words are harsh and mean. Which one of those uncles and uncles looks at him without patience? The senior brothers didn't like him either, they always stayed far away, and Yu Kuang, who loved to bully him when he was a child, didn't come to play with him anymore.
Then, he found that he often lost his memory.
It didn't take long at the beginning, sometimes it took an hour, sometimes it was a few days.
Then it got longer and longer, a month, a few months...
He found that his legs were abnormal, and the profound strength in his body was also abnormal. There were calluses on the tiger's mouth, which was the mark of holding a knife.
It was strange, as if another person was using his body.
He slowly searched for clues, and finally found the set of clothes that did not belong to him in the secret room.
So, he knew, and when he didn't know it, he became another person.