Yan Wugui couldn't remember how he appeared, the first thing he remembered was Shi Yu's first birthday.
That day, Xie Lianzhen came back from the palace and went into the secret room alone.
The secret room is the retreat place of Lian Zhenxingjun in the past dynasties, which leads directly to the back mountain.
He drove Xie Changhui out and sat there alone. This is what he did most often after his master passed away.
After sitting for an unknown amount of time, he "saw" himself standing up, walking through the long aisle, and arriving at the back mountain.
That was Xie Lianzhen's most gloomy time, but none of these glooms had anything to do with him.
He remembered everything, except he couldn't remember the grief of his master's death, and the anger of being forcibly pushed to the position of Lian Zhen Xingjun by the princess.
This is himself, but he has forgotten the joys and sorrows of the past two years.
In the beginning, his favorite thing was to walk up and down the back mountain, use the legs he hadn't used for several years, run, jump, climb rocks... these things he could only watch but not do before.
Later, he found knife skills very interesting, so he started playing with knives.
Xie Lianzhen gradually became aware of his existence, he was already a very sensitive person.
So one day when he woke up, he found himself locked in a secret room, with nothing around him, only the pen and paper left on the table.
That was their first conversation, in this roundabout way.
Xie Lianzhen didn't like him, because his existence was a symbol of his weakness.
At that time, he did not have the name Yan Wugui.
Xie Lianzhen struggled, trying not to let him appear. But all these failed, as he once said, how can a person who hates his own existence defeat him? On the contrary, the more he struggles, the more he appears.
They meet more and more, and slowly they can talk to each other.
Xie Lianzhen still hated him, but gradually got used to his presence. He said that since it exists, it must have its own value, occupying his body, and must contribute something.
Just at that time, Jiuyao Palace came to the door. So, Mr. Lianzhen went to Xichuan to pave the way for him.
None of them expected that they would meet that doom in Jiuyao Palace.
Actually, he lied to Lu Mingshu. Xie Lianzhen's jade pendant was only given to her.
After reaching an agreement with Jiuyao Palace, every six months, he would join the ranks of exchange disciples and go to Yaoxi mountain forest.
This matter was handled by Xie Lianzhen alone, but it was just a matter of a list.
And all of this is to prepare for going to Yinshan.
After Xie Lianzhen succeeded, he read a large number of secret files and found many doubts. Why are there many barbarians in Yinshan, and why can't my father's body be found afterwards
These must be seen in person.
He can't stand up, can't go, but Yan Wugui can.
These are two personalities in one body, the only thing they agree on.
And they finally got this opportunity.
However, Xie Lianzhen didn't know that there was a third personality in her body.
…
In the empty space, Xie Lianzhen sat on the ground.
Yan Wugui slowly came out from the darkness and sat down opposite him.
"You already knew?" he asked.
Yan Wugui shook his head: "I just don't think that one is like you, and I don't know that it is another person."
The third person only appeared once, when Lu Mingshu blocked Ding Qingqing for him.
Xie Lianzhen thought about it, and laughed out loud: "It's really interesting. He never appeared in my life, and he didn't even know my existence, but he left me the most terrible thing."
Overnight, he became the son of the Demon Emperor.
"Don't hate him, he himself didn't know it would be like this." Yan Wugui said.
Xie Lianzhen shook her head: "I don't hate him, there is nothing to hate."
The two sat silently for a while, Yan Wugui asked: "Well, what should we do?"
Xie Lianzhen smiled: "It's all me, what can I do? You and I can still separate, but he accompanies us like a shadow."
There are many things that I couldn't understand before, but now I suddenly understand.
When Xie Lianzhen was born, his demonic nature was revived, and his gloomy, ruthless, lawless nature was all caused by him. This personality is entangled with him and cannot be separated.
"Remember when Qilin met, you warned me not to harass her..."
"But you didn't listen to me, you did it anyway." Yan Wugui said.
"Yes." Xie Lianzhen laughed, "However, you don't know that at that time, I seemed to be divided into two people again. In fact, I always thought that I didn't love her much, but I just wanted her very much. The Holy King came back secretly, I thought so too."
For him, it's just a fun game. If you can't get it that way, try another one. Since she doesn't like the manipulative self, then change to another one. His sincerity is also a means, but it's just a different way of expression.
"But," he lowered his eyes and looked at his hands, "I don't know, there is really a person in me who loves her very much."
Until now, Xie Lianzhen hadn't figured out why he loved him so thoroughly. Is it because opposites attract, her invincible persistence that attracts him, or is it because of the long-term love and the frequent midnight meetings that make him develop different feelings. Or, because she was the first to see his true colors? In fact, she discovered the existence of that personality earlier than they did.
Yan Wugui was silent with him.
The demonic nature cannot be separated from Xie Lianzhen, nor can it be separated from him. Last time, it was Xie Lianzhen who was provoked, this time, it was him.
Yan Wugui also thought that he felt pity for her mostly. From the first time we met, seeing how she grew up, I couldn't help feeling sorry for her. However, when she was strangled by the Demon Emperor, and she didn't know whether she was alive or dead, that kind of intense anger dominated his rationality.
He never knew that he could be so angry that it didn't matter even if he destroyed the world.
"I think your statement is wrong."
Xie Lianzhen raised her head.
Yan Wugui said seriously: "He is not the third person, he is you and me."
Looking into each other's eyes, Xie Lianzhen slowly smiled: "Yes, it's you and me."
Although the repressed demon nature will not be revealed at ordinary times, it follows like a shadow and cannot be stripped away.
"Will it continue to be like this in the future?" Yan Wugui asked.
Xie Lianzhen laughed: "Don't you already have the answer?"
Yan Wugui also laughed. Two similar faces originally had completely different expressions, but now they are becoming more and more alike.
"Actually, there's nothing wrong with this." Xie Lianzhen said, "Some people don't know what they are all their lives, at least I know."
"Um."
"The son of the devil emperor is the son of the devil emperor. The devil nature is given to me by him, and it is a part of me."
"what about me?"
Xie Lianzhen smiled slightly: "There has always been only one person, why are you and me?"
The shadow on his body floated up, engulfing the two figures together, making it impossible to distinguish you and me.