Zhou Ranzheng worked in the kitchen for most of the day before finally waiting for Zhou Chi to come back, but she didn't expect that there would be a big thunder waiting for her.
"Eldest sister," Zhou Chi sat opposite Zhou Ran, separated by a large table of delicacies. He did not move his chopsticks, but poured himself a glass of wine, "eldest sister, I have been looking for an opportunity to talk to you about what is on my mind. , but I have never been able to find the opportunity. Since you asked today, I will talk to you openly. "
Zhou Ran knew Zhou Chi's drinking capacity, and watched him drink a large glass of Chentan wine. He couldn't help but frowned: "Don't drink, just say what you say."
"I really can't open my mouth until I finish this glass," Zhou Chi held his lips and smiled bitterly. He put down the wine glass and looked at Zhou Ran. He said to Zhou Ran seriously, word by word, "Sister, I have liked men before."
Zhou Ran thought he heard wrongly: "What did you just say?"
"I said I have liked men." As soon as the words came out of his mouth, Zhou Chi felt that his words were more fluent, and he poured himself another glass of wine, "Sister, I have only liked one person in my whole life, that one He is a man, and I really like him. I have started to like him since I was young. I have fantasized about spending a lifetime with him countless times. I can enjoy myself for a long time just thinking about that scene. Really, I really like him. , it’s just that he... he has never been interested in me. He has always regarded me as a brother. Later, he met his sweetheart and lived a good life, a good life that I can only imagine... "
"I'm sad, very sad, but I can't do anything about it. I can neither tell him that I have never regarded you as a brother, nor can I force him to obey me, nor can I... let alone confess to my eldest sister. " At this point, Zhou Chi's tears welled up in his eyes. He drank all the wine in the glass suddenly. The Shentan wine was too spicy. He couldn't help but gasped. His lips trembled and he continued, "Elder sister , do you know how much I regret? I regret not confessing to him earlier, I regret that I dare not tell you all the time, I just delayed and delayed for half my life, elder sister, I really regret it, I sometimes What's the point of living? What's the point of getting promoted and getting rich? I... I was very depressed. How could I speak without scaring you or him? How can I get out of depression now? But to be honest, , I actually don’t want to come out. There is no second him in this world, and all I can cherish are memories, so I can’t bear to let him go... "
Zhou Chi was sobbing and drinking. His ability to drink was really poor. It was difficult for him to drink half of the jar this time. He didn't fall down yet, but his face and eyes were so red that it was scary.
"Eldest sister, it must be very hard for you, right? You have to support a younger brother like me at a young age. In order to support me, you... you were bitten by wolves, slid down the mountain, and... were beaten by others. You were really eaten. After all the suffering in this world, eldest sister, in my heart... I have always regarded you as my mother. I have long forgotten what my parents are like, but I will remember you until I die. eldest sister, you... you are my Zhou Chi’s mother…”
"But eldest sister, I'm sorry for you. You have worked hard for me for half your life, got married and started a family, but you still can't let go of my younger brother. I... I can't live without you. I know I should let you and your brother-in-law go out and be independent, but... but I just can’t bear to let you go…”