Zhou Chi was startled and said nothing, then turned his head away. Lu Zhicheng thought that he was ignoring him again and was blaming himself for saying the wrong thing again, so he listened to Zhou Chi slowly say: "Then you want to know What?"
"That night, I actually... I actually knew it was you. Although I was really... really unconscious at the time, I recognized your hands and the smell on your body. I knew it was you, but... I just couldn't believe it. ," After saying such words, Lu Zhicheng spent a lot of energy, but as soon as the words came out, he felt a lot more relaxed. When he spoke again, he felt much more comfortable. He looked at the back of Zhou Chi's head, and couldn't help but No matter what, there was some expectation in my heart, "Zhou Chi, then... at that time, did you also know that it was... me?"
Zhou Chi's heart skipped a beat. He didn't answer. It took him a while to say two words: "I don't know."
Lu Zhicheng looked at the back of his head, with disappointment in his eyes. He lowered his head and said "Oh" in a dull voice.
"Then you have a good rest, I won't bother you anymore." Lu Zhicheng stood up silently, gently covered Zhou Chi with a thin blanket, then blew out the candle, turned around and walked back in the dark Lie down on the soft couch.
Lu Zhicheng has been sleeping on the soft couch for the past two days. He did not sleep well in the first two days to take care of Zhou Chi. By this time, he was actually very tired, but now he was lying on the bed, but he was not sleepy at all. In the darkness, he opened his eyes, obviously unable to see anything, but the dream of that night appeared in front of his eyes so clearly, no matter how hard he tried to drive it away, the scene was right in front of him, whether he opened or closed his eyes.
Lu Zhicheng felt that he was possessed by a demon. He didn't know whether he was possessed by the demon of seeing Qing Shuiqing or by... Zhou Chi's demon.
The more he thought about it, the more he couldn't figure it out and the more upset he became. He turned over, grabbed the blanket irritably, exhaled, then sat up and leaned against the wall in a daze.
He liked Mu Nanzhi. There was no doubt about it. He had fallen in love with Mu Nanzhi since the first time he saw her at the hunting ground in the western suburbs when he was thirteen years old.
But the age and timing seemed wrong, and what was even more wrong was that Mu Nanzhi never had him in his eyes.
Over the years, he had watched Mu Nanzhi be trapped by rumors, but he was helpless and could not do anything to help. Even Princess Linglong and his mother-in-law secretly mocked Mu Nanzhi, but he could not stop him. He felt that he Cowardly and incompetent, she can only hide her love for him.
It wasn't until Lu Zhishan forcefully invaded Mu Nanzhi's life that he suddenly regretted it. He thought about fighting for it, but gave up early. Even though Lu Zhishan was old and had bad legs and feet, Mu Nanzhi's But there was only him in her eyes.
Mu Nanzhi is like a full moon in the sky, bright and bright, but the full moon never shines on him.
From misunderstanding to understanding to relief, and later to silent blessing, this is the inner journey that has accompanied his growth over the years.
For so many years, he had carried this love in his heart, which was sweet and sad. He thought that this love would accompany him throughout his life, but at this moment, in this dark night, his heart began to waver.
He really likes Mu Nanzhi, this kind of love is both passionate and polite, beautiful and holy. Even though he has grown up, even though he knows that men and women are happy, he has never put this kind of thought into Mu Nanzhi. For Mu Nanzhi, he felt that having such thoughts was a blasphemy against Mu Nanzhi and his sincerity over the years, and he could not accept it at all.