He felt that having such an idea was a blasphemy against Mu Nanzhi and his sincerity over the years, and he simply could not accept it.
But facing Zhou Chi, a real man, his body was ready to move. What he once thought was obscene and blasphemous filled his heart. Of course, this may be the sequelae of that dream, but it cannot be denied that it is Zhou Chi opened a door for him and led him into a brand new world. In this world, there was no Mu Nanzhi, no past, only addiction and obsession, just him and Zhou Chi.
…
Lu Zhicheng rubbed his face vigorously. He was irritated and uneasy. Listening to Zhou Chi's gentle breathing, he was sure that Zhou Chi was not asleep. After listening to Zhou Chi's breathing for two days and one night, he easily fell asleep. Can tell whether Zhou Chi is asleep or awake.
"Zhou Chi." Lu Zhicheng called softly. In fact, he didn't know what he was going to say, but at this time he really wanted to call Zhou Chi.
He thought Zhou Chi would ignore him, but he vaguely heard Zhou Chi say "hmm".
Lu Zhicheng was a little excited, pursed his lips, and asked tentatively: "Can't you sleep?"
Zhou Chi ignored him this time.
Lu Zhicheng didn't feel too shocked. He was used to seeing Zhou Chi's face. Now he asked cautiously: "Zhou Chi, when did you realize that you... um... like men?"
After being speechless for a long time, Lu Zhicheng felt uneasy, fearing that Zhou Chi would be angry again. When he was about to ask for mercy, he heard Zhou Chi whisper softly: "When I was nineteen years old."
Lu Zhicheng was startled: "How did you find out? You...did you like someone at that time?"
"Yes, I have fallen in love with a man for many years." Zhou Chi said softly.
"Oh," Lu Zhicheng felt depressed, his head drooped, and after a long time he continued, "Then do you still like him now?"
"I have no idea."
In the darkness, Zhou Chi exhaled softly and closed his eyes.
When Lu Zhicheng heard Zhou Chi's faint sigh, he didn't speak again, but he felt even more depressed than before. He turned over irritably and buried his face in the pillow.
Jiasheng 28th August 22nd
Southern Xinjiang.
Southwest Army Camp.
After lying in bed for so many days, the injury on his back has scabbed over again. Zhou Chi has been able to get out of bed, but he can't walk very far. The most critical part must have not recovered yet, even if it still hurts, but like this It is also much more comfortable than lying on the bed all day long.
"Why are you up again?" Lu Zhichengfu opened the curtain and came in. He frowned when he saw Zhou Chi walking on the soft couch. He was so busy that he put the teapot in his hand on the table, and then he went over to help Zhou Chi. Chi, while muttering, "I will help you go back to bed and rest. You are not allowed to get out of bed today."
"It's okay, I'm tired from lying down." Zhou Chi waved his hand.
"Then I'll help you walk for a while," Lu Zhicheng carefully held Zhou Chi's shoulders. The two of them walked slowly inside the house. Lu Zhicheng said at the same time, "You can only walk two laps, no more." He was led to the back.”
Zhou Chi's face suddenly darkened, and he had to give Lu Zhicheng a hard look, trying to push Lu Zhicheng away. Lu Zhicheng was so busy that he hugged Zhou Chi's shoulders tighter, and said with a flattering smile: "I'm holding you and holding you!"
Zhou Chi snorted coldly: "Don't talk."