I only lend you one ride in your life, and this ride is the rest of your life. —Feng Si Zui
After meeting her, I told myself that I didn't want to fight for the throne, but now I need it.
Because, I want her to be my queen.
But after she became my queen, I knew that I was never needed for her story.
He hurt me just because of hatred and revenge.
When did she start to change? It was probably when he appeared in my study room one night. With a nod and a blink of an eye, I felt that she was completely different from the previous person.
But my heart still hurts so much that I can't breathe.
Just because she was holding a soup bowl in her hand and wanted to give me the poison to drink.
At that time, I was almost 100% convinced that it was poison. I looked into her eyes and asked him if he really wanted me to drink it.
In fact, she understood the real meaning. I was asking if she wanted me to die so much.
She nodded, without a trace of hesitation in her clear, watery eyes.
I drank it, and I felt like I was going to die. Since my life will never have any intersection with her, death is probably the best destination.
Anyway, just die sooner.
After all, I know very well that my body is getting worse day by day.
The poison of the blood-bone snake has penetrated into the blood all over my body. Apart from the antidote, I have almost no cure.
There was only one thing in my mind: it wouldn't hurt if I died.
After all, I can kiss her one more time before I die. I know... that was the last time...
But what I didn't expect was that after drinking the bowl of medicine, not only did I not die from the poison, but my body, which had been exhausted all the time, suddenly became less uncomfortable.
The blood in the body has a hot backflow with a touch of clarity and a touch of joy.
Although I didn’t know what her medicine was, she didn’t want to kill me.
I knew the reason very well, but even though I knew it clearly, my mind was still blank when I kissed her.
Even if her condition is that she wants Feng Xingyue to return to Chang'an, even if I have already heard that he has another woman in Beihuang...
She was such a fool, Feng Xingyue had given up on her long ago, but she still hoped that she could return to Chang'an safely.
She was stupid, but I felt so distressed, so I fulfilled her, and fulfilled my own distress.
In the next few days, I actually let myself not think about this matter. I still didn't want to go to Ruyi Palace to play chess with Xijin. I wanted to escape my emotions.
It's like I've known about her cold palace all along, and I've always wanted to see her.
But I tried my best to endure it... telling myself not to go.
Because my going will not make her happy, and I don't want her to be unhappy.
But what I didn't expect was that I couldn't escape success this time.
But Eunuch Li told me very clearly that when the medicine she gave me didn't exist in this world, I wanted to see her so much because I... I had expectations.
Shaohua Palace, a place where I thought she would never come back again.
She actually... half-reclined on the soft couch, flipping through my medical textbook on the desk. She talked to herself a lot, but the one that shocked me was: Why can't you say that the poison can't be cured
At that time, my mood could almost be described as ecstatic. She actually cared about my body so seriously...
This kind of 'acting' wasn't in front of me, this kind of real her made me feel my heart pounding like a deer. (To be continued)