We played a game of chess, and I had always been a good chess player. In the past, when I was in Ruyi Palace and Xijinxia, I almost never counted them.
If I lose...then I must miss her and feel a little uneasy.
But her chess playing ability is really... bad!
She was almost annoyed. Every time she made a move, she touched her cute little head, looking very annoyed.
I enjoyed playing chess with her and the feeling of my black pieces surrounding her white pieces.
That desire to restrain and possessiveness is not inherent in being an emperor, but because of her.
Probably she is the only one who makes me feel this way.
I like her, the whole world knows it, and I know it myself.
I felt happy and a little scared. After all, in order to hurt me seriously, she even pretended to move me and came to my side.
But in the end, what we got was the feeling of heaven falling into hell. She killed our children with her own hands. This kind of pain poured into the torn wound and sprinkled thick salt on it. It hurt so much that I couldn't breathe.
But even so, when she was smiling at me. I still can't let go, I lost so thoroughly and so willingly.
But I know that even if we return to Shaohua Palace, even if she personally feeds me good medicine, even if we play a game of chess.
But it was still not enough to completely dissipate my hatred for her. There was a voice in my heart reminding me all the time.
She was suddenly so nice to me entirely because I asked Feng Xingyue to leave Beihuang and return to Chang'an.
Although I don't want to believe it, I know this is more likely.
But I 'thought' I had verified my statement. The day Feng Xingyue first arrived in Chang'an, she left the palace.
That day, there was a little snow in the sky. After the morning court, I wanted to go find you, but Eunuch Li's words left me with no strength to move a step. '
You left the palace, and on the day Feng Xingyue came back, you left the palace.
At that time, my whole mind went blank, and there seemed to be only goose feather snowflakes falling bit by bit.
It fell gently into the palm of my hand, so cold... so cold...
I locked myself in Wuji Hall alone and kept drinking. Alcohol is a good thing. Drinking three or two times of it can make me feel in a trance. It can numb my nerves and make my brain function very slowly.
But even though it was slowing down, everything contained here was her figure, passing by in front of my eyes bit by bit like in slow motion.
I like her, I love her with all my strength, and I use up all my strength.
In a daze, I seemed to hear her. It seems that she is here, and she has not abandoned me, nor has she eloped with Feng Xingyue...
I could only hear my heart thumping, as if I had left hell.
But the next second, my head froze, thinking about the broken glass on the ground in the dark room, and suddenly I thought that my broken pieces might hurt her.
Without saying a word, I ran towards the direction of her voice. The fragments under my feet made a "click" sound, but I didn't feel any pain at all.
There is only one thing called 'lucky' in my mind...
She came back, she didn't abandon me, she came back to me.
Suddenly I felt that the so-called 'hate' was just based on her wanting me.
If she doesn't want me anymore, then I don't even have the qualifications to 'hate'... (To be continued)