No one from the entire Gintama squad survived.
No wonder, no wonder it was neither Yu Xingfan nor Su Chengyin who came to tell her about this.
Because they can't come...
No wonder, no wonder she received a notification tone from the system at 12:12 last night.
Because he can't come back...
So he thought of her at that moment, so he had a 100% favorable impression.
"Miss Luo, I'm not worried about the master being alone at home." The man said to her after not speaking for a long time, "I'll go back first."
The man's eyes were a little red, and his eyes were full of sadness and regret.
Luo Qingchen did not speak, but those black envelopes passed him by with heavy steps.
It's not that she hasn't experienced farewell, it's precisely because she has experienced it that she hates it even more.
I hate it so much that I hope that this world will live forever and that no one will ever experience life, separation or death.
She didn't know how she got home, she only knew that it was already nightfall when she got home.
On the left hand is a low-battery alarm cell phone, and on the right is a black envelope.
In fact, she knew it last night.
Maybe something happened to Shi Yibei...
Because the uneasiness in her heart was too strong, so strong that she could feel her nose being slightly sore, and it seemed that just a casual word about him would make her cry.
She knew very clearly that this was definitely not a good thing.
No face wash, no shower. Lying on the sofa, tears fell from the corners of his eyes.
What she held tightly in her hand was the last thing he left in this world. She believed it after seeing it.
But if she didn't look, might she have missed the last thing he said to her...
There was a sharp pain in my heart, and I still felt like I was suffocating when I pressed it hard.
At this moment, the three promises she made to him couldn't help but echo in his mind.
"If it's a wedding, I want it to be held in a sea of flowers."
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"Your vacation should be longer. Don't accept military call-ups during your honeymoon."
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"I have a concert tour next October, you want to come see it."
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He failed to fulfill any of the three promises. She happily moved the concert forward, and he didn't have time to listen.
I thought that after the concert, a romantic wedding would be waiting for me.
I never thought it would be a cold suicide note...
It seemed that everything was so destined. From the moment she flew to the White Rock Base, the ending seemed to have been written.
Lying on the sofa, looking at the white ceiling, I had the thought of committing suicide.
It turns out that despair will never become numb just by experiencing it once. It will only make you feel that human existence in this world is completely meaningless.
Especially when the most important person has left, what's the point of living
Every time she experiences separation, she always wonders who she is and why she has to experience the life and death of love over and over again.
She thought about this question for a long time, but she still had no answer.
Later, she simply didn't think about it anymore, because she felt that at least she had experienced it, and at least she had that man's complete love in every dimension.
Is this... enough
So, after reading this letter, can she choose to leave
Luo Qingchen closed her eyes, sat up suddenly, and slowly opened the envelope.
Shi Yibei's calligraphy is not the kind of flowery and very beautiful calligraphy. His handwriting is very clean, each stroke appears vigorous and powerful, revealing his absolute momentum.
The content of the letter was not long, but just reading one more word made her feel like she was on the verge of collapse. (To be continued)