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"I don't need you to bear the burden for me!" Ugly Tom's words were extremely blunt and did not leave any intention to relax.
Handsome Tom said this and didn't say anything more.
After all, they are the two people in charge of this super soldier research institute, but their division of labor is very clear and their rights are almost equal. No one can order the other.
However, Handsome Tom must clear up the relationship, otherwise if something happens to Tai Lung and the higher-ups blame him, he doesn't want to bear this responsibility that he cannot bear at all.
Then he said: "I will report this matter!"
"Okay!" Ugly Tom said solemnly. After saying that, his eyes turned to the surveillance camera again.
Zhang Feng in the first cell suddenly woke up at this moment.
He understood that this cell used people's own fears to torture people's thoughts. So what if there was no fear
It is obviously impossible to be without fear. It is inevitable that everyone has psychological weaknesses.
What about fighting against, or covering up, one's own fears in this way
Just face it!
Don't escape! The more you avoid, the more fear will amplify in your heart. The more amplified, the faster fear will destroy the psychological defense.
This is a cycle, and there is no way to untie it.
Therefore, we can only face it. Only when you have enough courage to face the weaknesses in your heart and face your fears can you come up with ways to deal with them.
Take two deep breaths and slowly adjust your emotions.
Repeatedly, Zhang Feng gradually felt that his mind had calmed down a little, and he no longer thought wildly about things he shouldn't think about.
In this way, the impact of this room on him became less and less.
The thumping heartbeat no longer reminds me of the air in the room, which is still eerily silent, but when my mind calms down, the quiet environment can actually be better used for thinking.
Sitting cross-legged, I began to think about my life since I was a child.
That's right, just thinking about life. It sounds like it's Gao Weiguang's philosophical question, but it's actually about recalling his own life.
Everyone's journey may be long or short, but how many people really look back and take a good look at their lives
Everyone has their own memories, but every time they recall them, they are subjectively recalling those beautiful, wonderful, and pleasant memories.
It is subjective and selective to block out those painful and unbearable memories.
But now, Zhang Feng discovered how rare such an opportunity was.
No one or any outside factors interfere.
From the very beginning of my memory, I am going through my memory bit by bit. There are too many pains that I didn't want to recall before. Maybe I thought they were scars before, but the incomparable pain was revealed.
But when he really faced it calmly, Zhang Feng found that he had missed too many things.
When I was a child, my mother worked hard to raise me up alone, but because my father disappeared and never returned, she was depressed and worked day and night, and she became sick from overwork.
Depressed and unhappy, coupled with overwork and illness, the mother was completely crushed and slowly moved toward the end of her life.
Now when she looks back at her mother, in her mind, she was depressed because of her father. The reason for getting sick from overwork is because of yourself.
These are also the two people she can't let go of the most.
What kind of man can make a woman still miss her when her life is about to end
I haven't seen her for more than ten years, but I have never heard a single complaint from her mouth.
After all, a heartless man cannot let a woman be like this!
Thinking of this, Zhang Feng finally let go of his father Zhang Dashan's behavior. It's not that he doesn't love, he just has to make a choice eventually.
As an ancient saying goes, loyalty and filial piety cannot have both ends. No matter which choice you make, it will feel painful in your heart.
The old man appeared and appeared in his life.
Stealing, knife in mouth.
The sharp blade repeatedly cut bloody gashes in the soft mouth.
The smell of blood filling the mouth is so disgusting.
If it were me now and I had to make a new choice, I wonder if I would still listen to the old beggar and practice the sword in his mouth.
Although the knife in his mouth has saved his life countless times, it is completely unbearable for a child to cause sin.
Maybe not.
But how did he persevere in the first place? He stuffed the sharp blades into his mouth, held the blades in his mouth, rolled his Adam's apple, and swallowed the saliva mixed with blood into his stomach.
Maybe it’s just a breath of air! Should he be a hero in life and a hero in death
At the beginning, I didn't have such a shocking spirit. It was because of hatred and the extreme nature of my personality!
Why can other people have the love of their parents? Why can other patients live in spacious and bright wards with full-time nurses waiting on them? However, my mother was kicked out of the hospital because she had no money for hospitalization and could only huddle in the inadequate hospital. In a cramped room of ten square meters
Why can other people's children be in school, carefree, while I can only steal to pay for school
Why should others stand arrogantly in front of you and insult yourself
Why is all this happening
unfair? Is this life? Zhang Feng doesn't believe in fate, so he has an extreme temperament.
There is a saying in the movie Farewell My Concubine that goes, "You can't live without being crazy!"
The term used to describe Zhang Feng at that time couldn't be more appropriate. He just couldn't survive without being crazy.
If you want to change your life, can you blame others? No, you have to be more ruthless than others and pay more than others. Only such a true madman can survive!
He went to school with stolen money, but Zhang Feng was still not satisfied. He wanted to change his life through college.
Although universities are now overflowing, pheasant universities are everywhere. But we have to admit that for poor children, college is the most direct way to change their destiny.
This is what Zhang Feng thought.
When he saw Hu Xinting with a bright smile at the train station picking up new students, Zhang Feng felt that his life was about to really change.
But the shackles of fate are still not released, and what is supposed to come will always come, maybe a little faster, maybe a little slower.
There is always a way for you to refuse these things, you have to bear them!
The word "father" came to him again after more than ten years.
Although I tried my best to resist, I found that it was in vain. This kind of futility is not something you can escape if you want to, but even though you firmly deny it, it has never disappeared in your heart.
Snow Wolf Special Forces, Uncle Luo appeared, and his life began to take another path.