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After joining the Snow Wolf Special Forces, Zhang Feng discovered that the military and society were completely different extremes.
All the rules in society are completely unavailable in the melting pot of the military.
Everything in the army must be done according to rules and regulations, and everything has requirements.
As a result of my extreme personality, my style of doing things can be described as artificial. It seems that his appearance is entirely to break these rules.
Looking back now, if I were a commander and encountered such a soldier, I would definitely kick him out of the army without hesitation.
Thinking this way, Uncle Luo tolerated himself too much back then.
But there is an unwritten rule in the army, but everyone follows it.
That is to respect the strong. As long as you are good enough and strong enough, you can win the respect of anyone.
Here, any conspiracy or any unscrupulous means will be despised. But as long as you can defeat your opponent head-on, you will become a comrade-in-arms. Not only can you win the respect of others, but you can also win the respect of your opponents.
Extremely simple!
It was also in the Snow Wolf Special Forces that I walked over with Li Jian and arrived at the Huangquan Special Forces Team.
It is this memory in life that cannot be erased no matter what.
It can be said that he directly entered the army before he had gone through college life.
For him, the feeling of being in the army is no different from that of home. In other words, I finally found the feeling of home.
What is home? Some people say that home is where parents are.
But for Zhang Feng at that time, his mother died and his father disappeared. He doesn't know what home is.
For him, home is a place where he feels he belongs.
That shack, less than ten square meters, was home when my mother was around. After my mother passed away, there were only painful memories, and I no longer had a sense of belonging. It was no longer home.
The more something is missing in life, the more it will be cherished once it is recognized.
This was the case for Zhang Feng, when he identified with the army and determined that the army was a home where he felt a sense of belonging. Therefore, he will cherish it more.
Zhang Feng never flinched from life-and-death missions again and again. It can be said that Zhang Feng did not take his own life seriously. What’s more, it’s the process of fighting for one’s own home.
Because he has a sense of belonging and doesn't want his home to suffer any harm.
At the beginning, Zhang Feng didn't want to leave the Snow Wolf Special Forces, a place where he just had a sense of belonging. But his father's clue left him with no choice. Once something was dug out of his heart, he could never put it back.
Whether you like it or not, some things must be faced after all.
Therefore, Zhang Feng chose to participate in the test of Huangquan Road. An accident occurred during the test, and he accidentally infiltrated into the lair of drug traffickers.
It can be said that this experience allowed him to return to urban life in disguise.
His childhood experience allowed him to become more comfortable in the market. If Zhang Feng chooses another path at this moment and becomes a drug dealer, I am afraid that he will become a super criminal who has never appeared before.
However, this is just a hypothesis, and it did not happen after all.
Being undercover is painful, there's no doubt about it.
Because the essence of being an undercover agent is to use trust and betrayal, which is the most testing of people's hearts.
By putting on a mask and pretending to be another self, you gain the trust of others. Obtain information through the trust of others.
In the end, he betrays those who trust him and eliminates the laws and morals involved. This kind of behavior goes against the human soul.
Betrayal again and again is an interrogation of one's own soul.
I want to take off the mask again and again, but is it possible
Furthermore, there are drug dealers all around. Even if you don't value your own life, you can really not care about your own life and death so easily.
Needless to say, as long as there is a glimmer of hope, no one wants to die.
A joke on the Internet, doctor, I think I can save him. It sounds funny, but if you think about it deeply, how helpless it is. How many people can face death calmly
Every day I was in a state of fear. Every step I took seemed to be on the edge of a cliff. If I were not careful, I would be in a situation of no return.
You must also walk on thin ice when speaking. The wrong word or even the tone of your voice may reveal your identity.
Drug traffickers don't care about evidence. They would rather kill a thousand wrong people than let one go. This is their creed.
When he entered the Golden Triangle, he saw his father Zhang Dashan in the water prison. The skinny man, when he saw himself, his silent eyes regained their energy. And this expression contained extremely complex emotions.
Perhaps it was in that look that the hatred in Zhang Feng's heart disappeared.
Only he who has had the experience of being an undercover agent knows how difficult it is. But his father, Zhang Dashan, has been in the even more dangerous Golden Triangle drug den for more than ten years.
Zhang Feng believed that he could never do it.
Now it seems that Zhang Feng can completely let go. Perhaps seeing Zhang Dashan now, Zhang Fengfeng would go over and give him a hug without hesitation, a hug that was overdue for more than ten years.
From Huangquan Special Operations Team to 01. This is a big change for Zhang Feng!
The mission he carried out in the Japanese country allowed him to see the ugliest side of human nature, which involves harvesting organs just to make hundreds of times as much profit!
Living people are like captive poultry, locked in cages.
Even these people can no longer be called human beings. They have lost the ability to speak, and their eyesight has deteriorated due to prolonged exposure to dark environments.
The narrow iron cage also caused their limbs to become twisted and deformed.
But, what do these things mean to a crazy person? All they want are the organs in their bodies, as long as they are healthy.
When Zhang Feng and the gigolo saw the remains of the severed arm in the blood pool, even though they had experienced bloody scenes, they still felt like their stomachs were churning.
Such a scene has already exceeded the range that normal people can accept.
Before that, something happened that had a great impact on Zhang Feng, that is, he was passively subjected to two experimental surgeries in Thailand.
One is genetic modification, and the other is a neural control chip implanted in the back of the brain!
It can be said that these two surgeries not only changed Zhang Feng's body, but also changed his way of thinking, making him start to think about many things that he had not thought about before, or even dared to think about.