He came to see Song Qingwan as his own sister.
He adopted Song Qingwan, never wanting her to repay him anything, he only hoped that she would live well.
At that time, he didn't understand why Song Qingwan became so strong.
Now he understands that he is dead, and his father has no time and can't care about them. Song Qingwan has to protect the two children, so she can only be forced to change herself from a naive little princess who doesn't know anything to a man who can be used as a man. Queen.
No one knows better than Song Qingwan the hardships involved.
"Brother, to tell you the truth, I have actually thought about what you said." Song Qingwan smiled melancholy,
"I still remember when your car accident happened, I was twenty-two years old, tsk, what a good age, I was pursuing my dream, I have a great life, I have a bright future, I am doing Thinking about my most favorite thing, I live happily and happily every day, and I will be able to graduate in half a year. I thought at the time that after graduation, I would be a great painter. I want to travel around the world, I want to earn a lot of money to support you and Dad, I will bring gifts to Lu Anran and Lu Junhan every time I come back from the trip."
Song Qingwan seems to be recalling the past, with a sweet and happy smile on her face, it can be seen that she really likes drawing and painting, and those days were probably the happiest for her.
Lu Qidong looked at it, but felt sour.
How beautiful the past is, how cruel the reality is.
He never wanted to kidnap her with kindness. He was kind to her, and he was sincere. He didn't want to force her to raise two children when he died one day.
Song Qingwan paused and said in a low voice:
"But suddenly, all of this is gone. The saddest thing for me is that you died. After returning to China, I cried for two days and one. At this moment, Dad suddenly threw Lu Junhan and Lu Anran to me, then gave me a sum of money, kicked us out of the main house, and never cared about us again. At that time, I felt that he was heartless Cold-blooded, I heard from Dad last time that I realized that he did this because he wanted us to completely cut ties with you, lest the Ming family who were looking for someone to bump into you would follow the clues and discover the existence of Lu Junhan."
"..."
"But I didn't know at the time." Song Qingwan pulled her lips and smiled: "I only know that Dad doesn't care about us anymore. Brother, you are gone, and Dad doesn't want us anymore. I feel like I have been abandoned. But I was quite afraid of Dad at that time. Whenever he frowned, I was so scared that I couldn’t speak. I didn’t dare to argue with him at all, so I had to take Lu Anran and Lu Junhan away.”
"The money dad gave is actually quite a lot, enough for us to live a good life," Song Qingwan chuckled, "but I finally bought the Lu family with it."
Lu Qidong's pupils shrank slightly.
"Stupid, isn't it!" Song Qingwan seemed to think she was stupid too, and laughed haha.
"Actually, when I think about it now, I also feel quite stupid! At that time, I could only draw and live a very unrealistic life. I was naive and stupid. I didn't have any ability to make money. I didn't take the money myself. Splurge well, live a good life, and even buy a Lu family that is almost bankrupt by the Ming family after you die, and no one wants it at all, it is really stupid."
Lu Qidong didn't agree with her, but just looked at her quietly, his eyes were red.
Seeing him like this, Song Qingwan took a deep breath, and her eyes suddenly turned red:
"But I just bought it, and I bought it without complaint or regret. I only had one thought at the time. The Lu family is the most important thing for you, brother, and it is also developed by you through untold hardships. Even if you are gone, I will Help you hold it!"
It was only later that Song Qingwan found out that she was able to buy the Lu family, and the old man had contributed a lot in secret, and the idea of the old man giving her money was to let her take over the Lu family.
At that time, the elder brother was gone, and those who were still alive always wanted to keep something more that belonged to him.
Lu Qidong smiled wryly: "No, what I value the most is never the Lu family, but you! How could the Lu family be comparable to you."
Song Qingwan smiled and continued:
"At that time, it was very difficult for me to live, and I couldn't bring up children, because I was still a child at that time, so I hated, I resented, I felt that God was so unfair, why did I have to suffer Such a thing!"
"My other friends and classmates have all graduated smoothly and started to pursue their dreams. They don't have to worry about making a living every day, and they can devote themselves to their favorite industry. But me, because Lu Anran and Lu Junhan are in In China, they were still young, and I couldn’t leave at all, so I couldn’t go back, I couldn’t graduate, and I couldn’t paint anymore.”
"Because painting is too expensive, and I don't have time to paint, I was too reluctant at first. I felt that if I was not allowed to paint, it would be like cutting a piece of flesh from me and giving up my dream. It feels really, really uncomfortable.”
"But later, being busy with Mrs. Lu and the two children has already consumed all my time, and I don't have time to suffer any more."
"The most difficult thing for me is that maybe I'm not good at doing business at all. It's like solving a math problem. If I can't, I won't. No matter how much time I spend, I still can't. Even if I really work hard at studying Yes, I have read a lot of business books, and I have read a lot of cases. I even went all the way to the door and humbly asked others for advice, but even so, I still couldn’t learn how to develop a business. Company, brother, to be honest, I miss you so much at this time, I think, it would be great if you were still here."
Lu Qidong's eyes were filled with distress.
Song Qingwan now looks back at that period of incomparably dark days, and felt the pain at the time, but now that she has really survived, there is only a touch of melancholy,
"You may learn something in one year, but I will learn it in three, four or even five years, and I may not be able to learn it well in the end."
"But I'm lucky. The Lu family was really developed by me. It's just that it didn't develop well, and it barely went bankrupt."
"There is too much pressure on Lu's side, and I still have to spend time to raise two children. It's not that I didn't think about giving up on them. At that time, I really hated them. If it wasn't for them, I could go back and continue reading my book. I can graduate smoothly and be a graduate of a famous school. If it weren't for them, I might be able to live a better and more comfortable life, instead of being trapped in Haicheng, being pointed at by people, saying that I got pregnant before I was married, I don't know Check it out, shameless smelly."