Ruxue and I went to Kunming, and Fanfan and Tuantuan were with us. Faced with the impending separation of Ruxue and I, Fantuan group was also very sad. Tuantuan shed tears more than once and said to Ruxue: "Look Looking at you, I feel that Fanfan and I are so happy, but the more this happens, the more I feel sorry for you."
Fanfan didn't talk much, but this time he couldn't help but said honestly: "Chengyi, why don't you come to our village. I study delicious food for Tuantuan and cook for her every day. I'm very happy. Nothing is more important than being happy.”
Yes, if you are an ordinary person and live an ordinary life, what is more important than being happy
But Ruxue and I have too many things that are more important than being happy. I held Ruxue’s hand and said to her: “If there is a next life, I want to be an ordinary person and be with you. I live a very trivial life. I have too many regrets. I cannot always accompany my parents before a certain age, and I cannot grow old with you. In fact, being a Taoist priest is like being trapped in a strange circle. No one can be very happy unless they decide not to live forever. Find the way again.”
Ruxue held my hand back and said: "It's a pity that life is never something we can choose, isn't it? If there is a next life, no matter what I do, I still want to meet you again. Chengyi, I'm worried about Eileen !”
Ruxue suddenly mentioned Irene to me. Speaking of this, I felt very strange. This girl obviously has no lover, so why is she so obsessed with love? And my master doesn't seem to appreciate her attitude very much. It's also not like my style of not caring about ordinary people's affairs and not interfering in other people's thoughts.
"Are you worried about Irene's future?" I asked.
"Yes, this girl grew up with me, and I know how fierce her temper is. It's okay if she meets someone who doesn't live up to her in the future, but what should she do if she meets someone who doesn't live up to her?" Ruxue's brows frowned slightly. .
In fact, she has never been cold, but she is not good at expressing feelings.
"Ruxue, everyone's fate is doomed. What cannot be doomed is the human heart. You should understand this truth." I whispered.
"Yeah, I understand. Some people will be strong because of their tragic fate and reverse things at the turning point of fate, while some people will fall and complain, making the misery even more miserable." I told Ruxue some Taoist principles, Bingxue is as smart as she is and quickly understood what I meant.
"So, we can't worry about other people's futures, and we can't interfere. Just like Irene, she determines her attitude in life. As her friend, the only thing you can do is to They are all her friends."
"Um."
During the conversation, the car unknowingly arrived in Kunming. We went to Sixth Sister's place. This time we planned to stay in Kunming for ten days. Master said that in early December, we would set off to Heiyan Miao Village.
Sixth Sister didn't show much surprise at the arrival of Ruxue and I. Maybe someone from the village had told her something, but she didn't even sigh. As smart as Sixth Sister, she wouldn't go. To poke our wounds.
She just arranged everything for us with all her heart, sometimes even closing the flower shop and taking us to play.
I finally got my wish and took Ruxue to watch a movie. It was a small screening room that showed movies that were not broadcast in the mainland, but Ruxue and I both wanted to watch it.
Therefore, we did not hesitate to choose a small screening room similar to a video hall for the movie called "Green Snake".
We have all seen snake spirits, but not monsters in disguise, but this does not prevent us from hearing some unclear things from the older generation. We are in sad love, and we also want to see what happens to people. What kind of relationship will there be between you and the demon
Watching a movie by yourself is a very different feeling than watching a movie with someone you love.
Watching a movie alone, savoring the joy, anger, sorrow, and joy in the movie alone makes the lonely person even more lonely because there is nothing to share.
When two people who love each other watch a movie together, they always turn around and see him or her next to them. No matter whether the movie is happy or sad, they always feel that even if they don’t talk about it, there is someone who is feeling it with you, and that feeling is very warm. .
When lovers are addicted to the cinema, they are actually addicted to a shared emotion, to the experience and joys and sorrows of whoever passes by, and when they look back, they feel like they are with him or her.
Ruxue and I were like this, with our fingers intertwined in the dark, watching this tragedy of love. I could hear her breathing in my ears, and she could feel my heartbeat on her left side.
Walking out of the screening room, I asked Ruxue: "Is the movie good?"
Ruxue nodded gently, suddenly looked at the sky, and whispered: "How happy would it be if I could watch a movie like this every year?"
"Then let's watch it every year. Even if we are no longer lovers and become like my master and your grandma, we can also agree to watch a movie together every year." I said to Ruxue seriously arrive.
"Is it really possible?" Ruxue's eyes were full of surprise, and she was so surprised that she was a little scared.
"Okay, from now on, every winter, I will come to Kunming to watch a movie with you." I didn't swear, but my words were more solemn in my heart than the oath.
I don't want to give up Ruxue, even though I don't give up on her, there is only one movie left.
On our last day in Kunming, we just wandered aimlessly in this city that is like spring all year round and has flowers blooming everywhere. In many places in this city, there are vendors taking pictures.
Tuantuan held Fanfan's arm, Ruxue held my arm, and suddenly Ruxue said to us: "Let's all take a photo, and then we won't forget how happy we are now."
In fact, I personally resist taking photos, and the reason comes from my master. As a Taoist priest, my master is not a superstitious person. He believes in reasonable analysis more than anyone else, rather than blabbering.
But there is one thing that he is very persistent about, and that is that he doesn't like taking pictures. He told me that human spirit is like a lake. Every time you take a picture, it feels like a layer of spiritual energy has been captured and sealed in the photo. Taking too many pictures is like taking too much water from a lake. The energy and spirit are also weak.
I only know that the magical instruments raised by Taoists cannot be photographed. Once they are photographed, they will fail to work for unknown reasons a few times. As for people, I don’t know, and Master can’t prove this statement.
However, under the influence of Master, I am quite resistant to taking pictures. I am just too shy to speak out and always feel superstitious.
But in the face of Ruxue’s request, how could I refuse
In the end, we took three photos, a group photo, one of Fanfan and Tuantuan, and one of me and Ruxue.
In the photo, I was a little stiff and nervous, but I was hugging Ruxue tightly. Ruxue still looked so calm and quiet, with a faint smile on her face. She cuddled up to me, looking very sweet.
Holding the photo, I think it is a kind of proof that we once loved each other so much, and at that time, we were in the right age.
Ten days passed like this, and we returned to the village.
This time when I returned to the village, I always felt a kind of suppressed tension. Everyone knew that we would finally deal with the Black Rock Miao Village, and this time we would completely solve it.
The Yueyan Miao Village has been oppressed by the Heiyan Miao Village for hundreds of years. Whether it can succeed this time, the people in the village are both looking forward to it but not believing it, so such a tense atmosphere is normal.
Master was waiting for us at the entrance of the village. Seeing Ruxue and I returning hand in hand, he sighed and just said to me: "Have a good night's rest. We will set off tomorrow."
And for the first time, Ruxue looked at my master's back and shouted: "Grandpa Jiang, can you have one more day? Just one day. I want to be with Chengyi for one more day."
Master turned around, took a deep look at Ruxue and me, and then suddenly said to me: "Chengyi, you actually have another choice."
I held Ruxue's hand tightly and said to Master: "Master, from the moment my name is Chengyi, do I still have to choose in this life? I don't have to choose anymore."
And Ruxue also said: "Grandpa Jiang, only the Chen Chengyi I like would make this choice. If he had made another choice, he would not be Chen Chengyi. Just like me, if I change my choice, It’s not Ling Ruxue anymore.”
The master turned around and sighed, and then left, but the words still echoed in our ears, "Just one more day."