Everyone said that the second brother never married for the sake of Yuan Cuiyu. This kind of love is rare in the world, and the second brother's deep love has also been passed down as a good story.
I like Rouyao, even if everyone scolds and criticizes me, it's only because I once pestered her.
I don't understand. I took the initiative to fight for it, so how could it be considered a harassment
During the entanglement, Rouyao hated me and others also hated me.
I can understand that Rouyao hates me, but what does the matter between Rouyao and me have to do with others
Is it considered as deeply in love as my second brother
What a joke! If he had been more proactive and proposed marriage earlier, there wouldn't have been the tragedy that happened to Yuan Cuiyu later.
However, no one blamed him, as everyone was blinded by the illusion.
It is painful to feel that everyone else is drunk and I am the only one sober.
When I was eighteen, I decided that I would not make the same mistake as my second brother.
I want to do something. After I do it, either Rouyao will belong to me forever, or Rouyao will hate me forever.
But no matter which one it is, it's better than her ignoring me.
My plan went smoothly, thanks to her deep love for Brother Seven.
There is a separate courtyard outside the palace, so I asked her out in the name of my seventh brother.
She showed up first, and I asked the servant to prepare a cup of tea for her.
I know that as long as I come, she will be alert and leave, so I dare not show up for the time being.
I didn't appear until she had drunk her tea and was in a state of confusion.
She treated me like her seventh brother, but it didn’t matter, it was the happiest night of my life.
The only time I felt guilty was when I saw her tears of shock and anger.
Her tears kept appearing in my dreams for many years afterwards.
I never thought that Rouyao would come to save me many years later.
I was already going crazy, but when I saw her coming, I suddenly came back to my senses.
She originally didn't even want to look at me, but now she comes to save me.
I know she came because of Brother Seven, but it doesn’t matter. It’s good that she came, no matter who she came for.
I still hate myself, I hate myself to the core, and you can see it from the look in her eyes.
I feel comforted because I know that she will never forget me in her life.
Because I know that I will die beside her. Dying beside the woman you love deeply is the best destination for a hero.
I have to correct myself. I once said that that night was the happiest moment of my life, but in the cave, she was sitting at the entrance, and I was looking at her profile. At that moment, I was the happiest.
“It’s time to wake up.”
There was a voice, ringing in my ears, the voice was low and majestic, and somewhat familiar.
I couldn't tell whether the sound I heard was in reality or in a dream, but I felt a sharp pain in my chest. The pain was so clear that I had to open my eyes.
What caught my eye was a face that seemed familiar yet unfamiliar.
I couldn't tell who it was for a moment. I tried to stand up, but I was in so much pain that I couldn't. Wasn't I in the cave? I was with Rouyao.
"Who are you?" I asked.
The man's eyes were cold, "Don't you recognize me?"
All the memories of my madness poured into my brain.
The Regent King!
"You..." I was shocked and a little flustered, "Why are you here? Am I dead?"
"You're not dead."
"You saved me? You want to help me succeed?" Hope suddenly ignited in my heart. It was he who encouraged me. He said that in order to avoid being bullied, I must make myself strong.
I do this all the time.
He stared at me, his eyes stern.
I have seen many stern looks in my life, from the Empress Dowager, my father, my brother, and my seventh brother, but no one of them can make my heart tremble.
I became more and more flustered, "You..."
He stared at me for a long time before he slowly said, "I saved you because Lao Qi had to be alive. Otherwise, for your crimes, you deserve to die ten times."
My heart sank into the ice cellar.
I could accept it if everyone said I was guilty, except him. It was he who taught me that I had to strengthen myself and become strong so that I would not be bullied.
"Is it because I failed? Success makes you king, failure makes you a bandit, so even you are blaming me?" I don't know where I got the courage from, and my tone suddenly became fierce.
"You take your time to figure it out. When you figure it out, come and tell me." He stood up, and on his brocade robe was coiled a soaring fire dragon. Sure enough, it was a fire dragon!
Even he saved me in order to save Brother Seven.
I just felt the fire burning in my heart. I would rather die in the cave, next to Rouyao.
Who wants him to save
Since that day, he hasn't come for a long time. He just sent someone to serve me, apply medicine and treat me.
I wanted to die, but the person who served me said, "You only have hope if you are alive. Perhaps the master just wants to test your will?"
I suddenly realized that, yes, he had no reason to blame me, he would help me, he must be testing me.
So, I stopped seeking death and worked harder to heal my injuries and practice martial arts.
It doesn’t matter if everyone disagrees with me. As long as they agree with me and are willing to help me, I can conquer the world.
I have already lost Rouyao, I can't live in such a miserable way anymore.
He finally showed up half a year after I recovered.
This time, he helped me shave my head and took me down the mountain. He said he wanted to take me to wander the mortal world.
After coming down the mountain, we followed Brother Qi for a long time.
It was probably a few months ago. At that time, the seventh brother went down the mountain for marrow cleansing and went to Miaojiang.
He gave up everything to find Xia Zian.
I felt very happy at that time. The regent who was once so high-spirited and vigorous turned out to be like a country bumpkin, suffering from lovesickness every day.
I watched him. When he was hungry, he ate wild fruits. When he was thirsty, he drank stream water. His face was messy and his body was dirty. Sometimes, when the place he was looking for was far away, he would just sleep on the mountain.
Then he took me to see Xia Zian.
Xia Zian actually regarded Chu Jing as his father.
She is a doctor in Fengzhou. I watched her go from being unknown, ostracized and driven away to everyone in Fengzhou trusting her and calling her a living Bodhisattva.
I find it incredible.
Xia Zian is a deeply sinful person. The sins she committed are even more serious than mine. Even though I am an outsider, I feel so.
Her father, grandmother, and step-sister were all harmed so badly by her. It is her own fault that she has become what she is today.
However, despite such a miserable situation, she is still respected by the people. Where is justice
We followed her for half a year.
In the past six months, I have seen her going through wind and rain for the sake of her patients, and sometimes she couldn't even have a hot meal.
I saw her walking more than ten miles to see patients in the countryside, and pulling out roots of wild grass to quench her thirst when she was thirsty.
I watched her treat a crazy patient and her arm was bitten and bleeding a lot.
Seeing her toiling day and night, she even neglected to take care of her own son, just to treat the wounded soldiers who were suppressing the bandits.
During my time in Fengzhou, I saw the lives of many ordinary people through Xia Zian.
(End of this chapter)